| xanga is so being so neglected
myspace has taken over
pretty insane how myspace is so big
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*sigh* a lot has changed over the past few months . some for the good .
some for - well - im not so sure ...
but all i know is that Thanksgiving is coming up and i think for those
who actually read xanga anymore . be
prepared for a well-worth blog ... i think it's about time to vent .
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| Summer 2006 it's been so much fun ...
although it hasn't quite ended yet , I feel as if it has . months have passed by so quickly , having as much fun as possible stuck here in jersey . the partys & catching up with old friends . chillin' with the bound brook people was good times . its been months since I've seen them . along with the old cotillion crew . vanessa,robbie,clarkie,mary,sheryll,billy,steve,ect. ect. its been rough though saying my good-byes to friends and cousins , seeing them off to college . my cousin Nicole whom I'll miss so much and especially Pichon . my coworker who left early this morning for Boston . we shared something special this summer . its not like we went out or were a couple . he's a great friend with a great personality . he was above all different . which was a relief for me . never met a guy like him . from day one : I didn't think I'd be getting to know him like I did . especially since he's not from Jersey . he's from Ghana, went to boarding school in New Hampshire, stayed in NY & Jersey visiting family, & is now moving to Boston for college . so I wont be seeing him for a long long time , but im glad we met and glad we got to share this summer fling .
our good-bye was bittersweet . I pulled up and saw him outside . he told me to park and come down . he said he wanted me to meet someone . he walks me to him & his brothers hotel room and his parents were inside . he gave me a formal introduction . both parents were very sweet . i've never met anyones parents like that before . not to mention i met more of his family at his cousins bday party . all of which seemed very accepting . we talked for awhile and i wished them a safe trip since i wont be seeing them . for our last day together we decided on a movie where we had our first date . after the movie i just drove him back to the hotel and parked . there was silence . we both knew what we wanted to say but just didnt know how . i said i'd miss him & he said he'd miss me more . we wished one another luck in all we do & not to forget the summer days spent with one another . we promised to keep in touch . a phone call here and there . perhaps a letter or two . i teared & he kissed it away ... we hugged . and we said good-bye ... that was it . i drove away slowly , realizing this could be the last time i'll ever see him ...
i don't care what people thought of him . i never liked how people criticized him cause he was different from any other guy i'd be interested in . i didnt like how people compared him to my ex . it was very unfortunate that i had friends and family who werent quite accepting , but im glad i was by his family & friends .
so its not and wasnt ever meant to be between us ... i know/knew that
& thats fine . but at least this has been an experience that i benefitted from . i can now say i've dated a non-asian race and learn another ones culture and tradition . i've learned to give chances/take risks making the choices i have in dating again . it was different . it was new . it was fun . i'll never forget him .
more pix to come !
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